Lost, Scared and Confused

I have so many ideas in my head, so much stuff that I want to do, but not enough to know what to do with them. For years I have had everything done for me, I've never done my own taxes, never did housework, never worried about anything. Now everything is totally upside down. Once I decided to move away from home, I knew it was the start of something. I just never thought it would be this big. I now am having to fend for myself. I don't have anyone to do anything for me, and it is scary. I wouldn't trade it for my old life, now that I know I have so much to learn, I am finding it hard, but I am trying to make it. Trying is such a loser word I know. Somehow, even if I'm worrying about money every single day of my life, I know things will turn out ok. I just wish it could come sooner.